There's nothing like seeing someone else's beautifully decorated apartment. It can cause tremendous joy, seeing art and Persian rugs and books so artfully arranged - but it can also inspire neuroses.
A few weeks ago I visited the apartment of a pal in the building, and let me just say it threw into question my very grunger's existence:
One look at my pad after and I could see what I never saw before: the clutter, the papers, the mis-matched furniture, the junky look.
It wasn't a good feeling.
Some furniture has been tossed. Other bric-a-brac has been shoved in the closet and may make its way to a sale of some sort, or even a thrift shop.
I'm not sure if my new look is going to work out - I think when we question and compare ourselves in negative ways that creativity can be stifled. And after all, once a junker, always a junker, no?
Maybe the Grunge Queen has a tad of spunk left in her.
Stay tuned. The overhaul - and identity crises - is still in progress.
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